cheesiest thing I have ever done…this is disgusting.
Dear Jenald, you are at work and I’m watching Glee…and I decided to write this blog. These past few days have been really interesting- most were good and some were… ehh =/. You were feeling a little down so I am going to write a list of why I LOVE YOU. I’m not really comfortable with publicly showing emotions and neither are you…good thing none of the girls have a TUMBLR and I have like 3 followers =)..so this is almost private lol
THE LIST! dun dun dun. ( not in order)
1.) the way you make me laugh..it’s a cross between a smile and a laugh if that makes sense. I want to smile because I find you so endearing but I can’t help but laugh because…well because it’s funny!
2.) your love for your family…especially baby jeanna and mikayla. I have always had a soft spot for sibling love because of my relationship with my brother. I love how you will do anything for the babies. How you put jeanna first over everything, and how you make sure you have time for them- to play with and do anything else they need.
3.) how excited you get when you have a story to tell me. it’s so cute.
4.) POKEMON! we can talk about pokemon for hours.& that’s why i choose you.
5.) how after work you still walk me to JSQ and bring me to 33rd just so that we can be together for even just 30 minutes in the path.
6.) how you would go all the way to NY to bring me baon or fill up my metro because I forgot to bring money or food.
7.) how you would wait in JSQ for 3 hours just to give me food because you know I would be hungry even though you already have plans and would have to leave as soon as I arrive.
8.) the fact that you pull my hair till i fall asleep.
9.) how you never ever EVER raised your voice or even get mad when I’m being ridiculously annoying when I have my (monthly visitor). instead you ask me how you can make me feel better and what you can do to be less annoying! LOL
10.) I love that MY FRIENDS love you! you know how important the girls are to me…but it never even became an issue…after all they were the ones who pushed us together. how you respect the girls and they love you for it. ( even though the girls are starting to love you more than me -__-.) btw, you are not stealing sam from me!
11.) I love our “talking” stage. it still gives me butterflies just thinking about it. How awkward you and I made everything. How just sitting next to each other was a big deal! and holding hands felt so intimate. the first time you kissed me after our first official date my face felt flushed and i buried my face in your jacket because I felt red.
12.) my brother and mother thinks you spoil me. you definitely do…It’s not really important if you do or don’t…but I love how you think nothing of it. How you almost bought me an entire jogging outfit including sneakers because you and the boys wanted to jog and I wasn’t dressed for the part and you felt bad leaving me alone in the park while you guys ran. How when I shop and put down half the clothes I’m not buying because I don’t have enough…you end up buying it for me.
13.) because you took me to go so WICKED <3
14.) my friends accepting and loving you was enough…but the fact that my mother knows and LIKES you is like a miracle! ( btw, in the Philippines she kept telling my relatives how nice you are)
15.) how you suppress your snoring when we have our sleep overs so that it doesn’t bother me and I can go to sleep.
16.) how you keep everything I gave you in your backpack in your room.
17.) how we’ve never really had a big fight. We’ve had arguments but it never got heated to a point where we yelled at each other and said hurtful things. I love that our relationship is so healthy and full of respect. I have never felt you disrespected me in any way. Anyone who knows me knows I have a bit of a temper and that patience was never really a feature of mine…but with you I’ve learned to control my temper. It’s not because I hold everything in or ignore my feelings..but just because you bring out the best in me…and you don’t deserve what I used to be..you deserve everything good about me.
18.) how amazing and wonderful you are as a person. You have so many friends and I seriously have never met anyone who has anything bad to say about you. Everyone seems to love you. you never try to outshine anyone. I don’t think you’ve ever hurt anyone’s feelings to get what you wanted or on-purpose. People often write I love you because you are trying to be a better person…i love you because you already are.
19.) how no matter how sleepy you are you will wake yourself up to comfort me because I had a bad dream at 4 in the morning. & would go to my house as early as 9 to cuddle and put me back to sleep.
20.) how simple and interesting you are at the same time. You would honestly wear sweats or basketball shorts and tsinelas to everything if you could and not give a damn! but you would never judge me for being so vain sometimes. how you understand that clothes are important to me and would from time to time wear a button down…one because I beg you and second you want to make me happy. however your dull outfits are your quirky and interesting personality shines through! we can talk about a cup for an hour and make up a story with a plot setting and a good lesson with it too.
21.) you stay true to yourself. We listen to different genres of music. I listen to classic rock. broadway. 90’s pop & disney. you never pretended to like them or listen to them because you think it would impress me. you just understand I like them while you listen to kanye or classical music. we do however both like the 80’s.
22.) how you get more frustrated than me because I only eat once a day.
…soo I have to get ready for work now so I have to cut this short? anyway….
I love you for so many more but it would probably take me the whole day…so last but not the least I just want to add.
I don’t love you…because you love me
I am thankful and blessed.
